August 1, 2003
august.
one red truck. one red blur. one red heart.
it all unfolded. i made a mistake again. but love is full.
let me call you august. may it be a symbol of our love, of our companionship, of our commitment. the teachings goes on. i read this today. i have been reading this for a while. the most valuable lessons in life have come to my lately. i've chagned my life. i've changed my attitude. i've changed my lifestyle. i long to love those around me. to find peace and happiness, to search for it, to talk about life, talk about death, talk about aspirations and love and passion and memories and joy and love and love and love!
...so here it is. i will fully commit myself. i will fully respect you. i will love like i never have before. there is beauty in our relationship that is to be opened. i am here for that. my love. your love. our love. together. committed. i am recommitting myself. you're the love of my life. in love.
August 2, 2003
without love this world would not work.
i also understand the power and love of family.
August 3, 2003
i was in the shower...then i went and walked in it and thought of you, your beauty, your essence.
i've always had one foot already out the door.
i'm tired. i'm tired of the fantasy. i'm tired of work. i'm not tired of you.
i don't want to jump from rock to rock.
i don't want to belong to noone. i don't want to belong to anyone. i don't want to belong to everyone. but i want to belong to somone.
August 4, 2003
there's a wall built up around my love. open the door. let it out. it's love. it's love.
August 5, 2003
i walk along. my heart is dripping wet. my heart is spewing love. my heart is turning love over and over. my heart is an oil rig that just struck the richest fields of love. i walk along and it drips behind me. a puddle wherever i walk. i want to give it to you. there is so much for us both. i don't want it to dry up in the sun behind me. love is dripping from my heart and soul. please be my sponge.
August 6, 2003
it's not sex, alcohol, boyfriends/girlfriends.
wear truth on your shoulder. wear love. wear joy. wear peace.
August 7, 2003
the question is not what someone is waiting for. they're not waiting for anything. but the question is why are so many people rushing?
August 8, 2003
the most meaningful touching moment of the summer. praying together. that was beautiful...beautiful.
people should have hobbies, why don't they, is it because of the social frenzy.
companionship.
the lifestyles are black and white, complete opposite. but on the level of the heart, mind, and spirit they are very similar.
August 9, 2003
i've always loved her in red.
tonight's a dream come true in a fairytale sort of way. thank you.
the most beautiful four hours.
August 10, 2003
sleep well. love well.
it's warm, hot off the grill of my heart, because it's love.
it's not the words that make it powerful, it's powerful because the source is love.
August 11, 2003
it's not the maximum amount of pleasure achieved, but the maximum gain of pleasure that is achieved. the happiness gap is also the wealth gap. better to have everyone fifty percent happy than fifty percent fully happy and fifty percent completely unhappy.
August 12, 2003
walking in.
August 13, 2003
the will to live.
August 14, 2003
everything is still...almost everything, my heart is still beating.
August 15, 2003
solemn, but loving.
lonely, but thankful.
hopeful, but crying.
i dreamed of giving that gift, i dreamed, and dreamed, and dreamed. i was poor, and poor at heart.
August 16, 2003
live well, love well.
different from the last.
August 17, 2003
not so much love, not as much as the will to love. it's not so much livng, as it is the will to live.
don't forget that so many of the things you want to know are only a question away.
a little close to home now.
rawr.
taking out the acorns.
when you write...sweat.
August 18, 2003
another full year, absolutely no idea what it's going to bring. it's going to be amazing no matter what.
not tight, loose.
August 19, 2003
yo yo, spark it to the diddy-b.
August 20, 2003
pimpville green, but i want is red.
August 21, 2003
pumpin' out the air, fill the sky with yellow.
August 22, 2003
fair weather comes, and enthusiasm was high with the presence of love, in love.
where the air is cool and the breeze flows through, i'm out about with two.
August 23, 2003
intimate and low key, with a badge on my back.
August 24, 2003
it's good to make someone's day, really really good.
an iced mocha to top things off.
she touched my hair, that's been a while.
August 25, 2003
the integrity of character.
it's not a matter of being good persay, just put in everything you've got, be sincere in your efforts.
August 26, 2003
life is always good at the heart of things.
still for a nap, but the world moves just as fast, don't stay still for too long.
August 27, 2003
carved and charged, baby, carved and charged.
August 28, 2003
everyone is asking, but nothing to tell, nothing but love incase someone wants to hear.
August 29, 2003
our silly little dependencies.
August 30, 2003
the will to love is still found where love is not.
August 31, 2003
adorkable.
it's the coconut milk on my mango.
