

you know how there are those certain words that you remember exactly where or when you learned them, i learned the word desperate from watching the movie home alone.
it's not that i just learned how stressful life can be this week, but i think what i learned is that sometimes when you order a coffee you get a smoothie, and no matter what sometimes there is just nothing you can do about it, even if it's an asparagus flavored smoothie.
i learned how to create something amaznig with life.
I wish I learned hard flips back in the day.
i jeep road trips.
tonight i learned that rubber gloves are swift, cigarette burns are witty, cacti are silent, and glazed donuts are more irresistible than freedom.
those little candy malt balls are like a mini orgasm in little candy shell.
today i learned that some people only have seven toes because they got too hungry at some point.
it's like chipmunks and daffodils.
we. we filled our lives with glee, no matter what it may be. i once wrote a poem about love, and how it spreads from sea to sea. maybe tonight i'll write a poem, about you being all i see. we never got to sit down for tea, but hot apple cider once, and our hearts were set free. i may not be feeling good, but i learned from you to me. in terms of completely, you and your smiles are lovely.
i may frown upon myself, but i will always smile upon you.
i often say, "much peace, much love." tonight i add to this. much life!
the brain vs. the body. wake up in the morning...run a few miles...do some arobics, it's on t.v. and eat some fruit and some veggies. but what about the brain? what about excersizing the brain? how about taking up a new language? howa bout reading some philosophy? howa bout stepping outside our box? how about thinking of beliefs we've always denied? what about expanding our knowledge? so much emphasis on expanding the body...but no emphasis on expanding the mind. is it not as important? couldn't the brain be more important? the mind should be greater priority than the body. many people will not take this in. but why not take it all in? there's something to be learned. an active mind can bring health just as much as a healthy body. a person with an active mind is less likely to attract alzheimer's for example. c'mon...it's the brain! the mind! our thoughts! think a little more. read a little more. write a little more. who knows what could come out of it. ahhh...whatever. you know what...it's just a thought...just a thought.
thankful or "thank you".
a logical statement after eight days of logical teachings, either i didn't learn, or i learned, God knows.
essentially that says that jesus is not a role model, but he is, so can't a person be a role model without making mistakes. and i've made mistakes. am i a role model.
what's my biggest challenge.
righteous vs. truth, bring in morality
a wise man is one who knows that he knows nothing, a man aware of his ignorance, this has been preached for a long time, so is it possible that over time a person could say he's aware of his ignorance when he really isn't and is hence ignorant. where does a person understand that he is ignorant. after searching and searching at a deep level and not finding a sign of that, where does one truly know. it's like a battlefield. all of the enemies on the battlefield are dead. they may think they won, but they don't know what is going on in other battlefields, and they keep searching and find not other battles, but one could be happening in the place they last were. but isn't this actually knowing you don't know in the first place. this is an ongoing circle and to realize that a person can at least look across the circle to the other side because the shape of it is known. knowing that it's a circle a person could even turn around and walk the other direction meeting things new that could have been following him all along. by mixing it up from time to time he's finding out more and more.